Confession Driving to Farewell

Menantikan sepotong carrot cake tersaji cantik di hadapaku, jauh lebih menyenangkan dibandingkan menantikan sepotong jawab darimu.

Jasmine tea dalam cangkir cantik ini, pahit. Tapi lebih pahit melepaskan seluruh harap yang tercipta atas keberadaanmu.

Melodi lagu ini riang namun bermakna sedih, setepat itu dia melantunkan rasa hatiku.

I must have been a fool to love you so hard for so long
So much stronger than before but so much harder to move on
Now the bitter chill of winter still moves through me like a plague
Only to wake up in an empty bed on a perfect summers day

My world just feels so cold
And you find yourself walking down the wrong side of the road, oh
I cant lie, you’re on my mind, stuck inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead
I just died so much inside now that you’re not there
I wanna feel your heart beat like yesterday

I never did my best to express how I really felt
And now that I know exactly what I want you’ve found somebody 
else

My world just feels so cold you find yourself walking down the wrong side of the road

I cant lie, you’re on my mind, stuck inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead
I just died so much inside now that you’re not there
I wanna feel your heart beat like yesterday

My world just feels so cold and i find myself thinking about the 
things I could have done
And it wounds my soul when you let me know I’m not the only one.

I cant lie, you’re on my mind, stuck inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat like yesterday
I just died so much inside now that you’re not there
I wanna feel your heart beat like yesterday

"Makasih mba"

Carrot cake ku tiba, wangi jasmine tea ku menguar mengisi hampa, lagunya sudah memasuki coda terakhir.

Saatnya menikmati ini semua, selamat tinggal.

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